I almost died

Okay maybe that was a slight exaggeration 

But hey long time no..type? Basically I was on holiday and then in hospital because my bowl decided it didn’t want to work any more,cuuute. 

Anyway I’m trying to really be nice to my body and I’ve already lost a pound in a couple of days HOLLAAA. I’m obviously vegan but I am actually paying attention to what I put in my body now, sticking to whole foods and a HCLF lifestyle, and I have to say, I’m loving it. It’s difficult with constant temptations of donuts, crisps, chocolate etc, but I know I am nourishing my body and soon that will show on the outside. 

This  was yesterday and I was so full, let me know if you have My Fitness Pal  so we can be friends!

What type of posts are your fave to read? I know which ones I prefer doing but it’s not all about me now, is it? 

Lol goodbye for now lil buns! 

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I’m a fat vegan


So I see so many things online about people using veganism to lose weight and have a healthy lifestyle, but I find so many things that are accidentally vegan and then eat it all..oops. Let’s be honest I know you’re curious so here’s a little list for you; Pringles, co op jam donuts, Oreos, popcorn, kettle chips, chilli Doritos, apple pie…. Do you see why I struggle?? 

I haven’t put on weight since going vegan, but I haven’t lost any either. I know I need to knuckle down so I am taking each day as it comes. Let’s see what the future holds, eh? Hopefully some good shit 

Goodbye for now little buns 


Making the most of my day

I don’t know if I’m the only person who does this but on my days off I can’t just sit and lounge around, I need to do anything and everything! So, since I haven’t had much time to prepare for a blog post, I thought I would tell you guys what I have done instead of a blog post, in the form of a blog post. Win-win.

The number 1 thing on my list was to see some friends as I am always in work nowadays and not everyone is free on a Sunday so I took advantage of it being half-term and met up with two of my friends who are off for this week. We initially planned on carving pumpkins as I have never carved a pumpkin. I was so excited and then Asda let me down because their pumpkins were all awful. FOR GOD’S SAKE ASDA.

Instead we decided to make cookies and brownies but I don’t have pictures for them, apologies. I also got my first Costa hot chocolate of 2014 and it was just so good. Like, wow.

After convincing my brother yesterday to have a Halloween party on Saturday night I decided I wanted to make some Halloween treats. I have bought ingredients and decorations to make cupcakes before I go (look out for snaps on my insta! plugplugplug) and I made some Halloween chocolate…

halloween chocolate

To do this I just started by melting white chocolate with a tiny bit of butter so that it didn’t set too quickly (and it looks super glossy). I just popped it in the microwave for 30 seconds at a time, stirring it in between. When it was fully melted I separated it into two bowls and put blue food colouring in one and green food colouring in the other. Then I put some cling-film onto a tray and poured the chocolate on it, in a sort of rectangular shape and attempted to marble it using a chopstick. Much chef. Then I just sprinkled on some Halloween ‘hundreds & thousands’ and scattered some jelly beans, salted caramel popcorn and some mini oreos (some whole, some crushed) over the top. Then I chucked it in the fridge and I was done! Super easy and it looks so cool!

After doing all the dishes and whatnot, my missguided order came. I almost saved up last weeks pay but I found so many cheap monochrome items that I just couldn’t resist! I just have to wear black and white for work so this was perfect! I got four tops, a dress and a pair of swanky leggings for just over £60 and got free next day delivery! All of my items fit me perfectly so I couldn’t be happier.

Then, I realised that I had no idea what I was going to go as for Halloween. After watching multiple youtube videos, I settled on this leopard look. I went and bought two L’oreal gold eye shadows to help me with this look, one in “nude 205” (WHICH IS SOOOO SHIMMERY) and one in “lumiere 500”. Ignore the part of my eyebrow that I accidentally covered with foundation and the gap in the eye liner on my nose-



And no lie, I did this in 15 MINUTES. I will obviously spend a lot longer doing it at the weekend to make sure it is absolutely perfect but 15 minutes is unreal. If you don’t wanna be a super boring “whiskers and triangle nose” cat, be a leopard, you can still wear all black and it looks like you spent a long time getting ready. I also am just about to get rid off my moustache, don’t worry.

Luckily my Mum found a good Pumpkin in Sainsbury’s so I’m going to carve that and then have a shower and watch Celebrity Juice before bed time! I hope you have all had a wonderful day, have fun on Halloween and please be safe! Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do… Good bye for now little buns!


The Liebster Award!

Hi guys! I was nominated by the wonderful sshhbeauty to do the Liebster Award…thing. It is shared from blog to blog, letting all of us little blogs get to know each other. Whoever has nominated you will come up with 11 questions for you to answer and then you create 11 for 11 other blogs (with less than 1000 followers) to answer. And then it just goes on and on really. Who knows when it will end!

So, here are my 11 questions to answer!

1.Necklaces or bracelets – forever?

If I am honest with you, I don’t really wear either. I went through a phase of wearing about 20 bracelets every day but now I barely remember to change my earrings! But if I had to pick I would go with necklaces.

2.Name a product that you have more than 3 of.

Everything apart from concealer… That’s so bad.

3.Do you like sweet or savoury food?

Sweet all the way. But I like salted caramel chocolate and I used to dip my McDonalds chips into my milkshake, so I guess a combination of the two. I know, I’m disgusting.

4.What’s your biggest fear?

I actually have a phobia of death and if I think about it too long I get panic attacks and hallucinate, so I’m gonna stop now…

5.What do you spend more on – lipstick or foundation?

Foundation definitely, I barely wear lipstick because I cant make the commitment to reapply it properly after I eat or drink. Lipbalm all the way!

6.How long have you been blogging for?

Since May 21st!

7.What’s one colour that you would never wear?

Neon yellow. It does not suit me in any way, shape or form.

8.Would you rather never wear face products or never wear eye products?

HOW CAN YOU MAKE ME CHOOSE BETWEEN THEM?! I think it would have to be face, otherwise you won’t know where my eyes are.

9.Only shampoo or only conditioner?

Shampoo if I was allowed to use oils on my hair.

10.Name a summer staple of yours for this year.

Am I allowed to say banoffee protein pancakes? Probably not. But, hey, I did.

11.Do you have a post that you aspire to write in the future?

I am actually sooo bad with coming up with posts to write. Sometimes I have loads of ideas and will write down so I am prepared for a couple weeks but usually I am desperately trying to think of something interesting to write about.

Here are the people I nominate!













Here are the 11 questions that I want you guys, or even anyone who is reading this post, to answer!

1. How many people can you say that you completely trust?

2. Eyebrows or eyeliner?

3. Are you a ‘little bun’?

4. What is your most favourite purchase ever?

5. Do you prefer to wear jeans or dresses?

6. What are your favourite type of blogs to read?

7. Do you have more male or female friends?

8. If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?

9. How often do you use heat on your hair?

10. How long do you spend blogging (on average) per week?

11. What song means the most to you right now?

That’s all for now, goodbye little buns!


50 facts about me

Alrighty, so, I feel like since I haven’t posted in a while (again- I know, I’m sorry, I’m not very good at these things) I should give you loads of information at once because, why not? Some people may think this is the most boring thing ever but I feel like we can get to know each other a little better, you know?

1. I am 17 years old.
2. My birthday is on the 24th of April.
3. I am about 5 foot 9 and a half inches…about.
4. I have worn glasses since I was 4.
5. I used to have a lazy eye (don’t laugh, it was traumatic, not really, I still learnt to read and write because I’m smart like that).
6. I am v e r y pale.
7. My arms are the same length as my best friends legs.
8. I’ve been trying to lose weight since I was 11… it’s difficult, okay?
9. I have a cool freckle in between my fingers.
10. I have my ears pierced twice.
11. I love tattoos but I don’t have any…yet.
12. My legs don’t really work very well.
13. If my eyebrows don’t look good it’s gonna be a bad day.
14. I have been a vegetarian for almost six years.
15. I left school on the 23rd of May because I hate it and most people in it.
16. I have eczema and I used to have to put cream around my mouth all the time so there is a white ring around it, well done me.
17. I have two brothers and a sister-in-law.
18. I have been asked “Do you speak french?” about 3 million times.
19. In the playground I used to stand still and let everyone hook their bags on my arms and round my neck and I would be “bag lady”. Truth be told I just wanted friends and to show off how strong I thought I was.
20. As I child I wouldn’t eat anything other than blended peaches.
21. I can never remember important things however I know A LOT of song lyrics and I can remember pooing on a play mat when I was little and just being like “whoops I’ll just sit over here”.
22. I’ve tried to do youtube videos about 3 times but I’m too scared and I take them down. And they’re also really bad cause I can’t edit.
23. I have a total of £2 in my bank at the minute.
24. If I don’t sit down right after getting out the bath, I faint.
25. Me sober is another person drunk- I can’t walk in a straight line, I slur my words, I walk into things etc
26. My parents are the f*cking coolest people ever, but my Dad needs to bring himself into the 21st century.
27. We used to have 30 tropical fish but they all ate each other.
28. I burried my personal goldfish and my hamster.
29. Apprently the layers of my teeth are weird, making them kinda crap and I have a high palette.
30. My favourite colour is pink.
31. I love candles.
32. At the moment, none of my furniture in my room matches.
33. I love making cakes but not really eating them, unless they’re cupcakes or carrot cake.
34. I liked the same guy for 5 years.
35. I forgive but n e v e r forget.
36. I like reading but it hurts my eyes and makes me sleepy.
37. We got a new car at the weekend and me and my brother named it Lola.
38. I am terrified of anyone other than me seeing my body.
39. I don’t really like people touching me.
40. I am going the doctors for both anxiety and depression.
41. On tumblr I message random people on anon and tell them how cool they are because it makes both me and them feel good.
42. I was gonna stop at 30 facts because I’m really not that interesting.
43. I always watch the same programs, even if they are repeats.
44. I spend the majority of my life on youtube and tumblr, and I don’t regret it at all.
45. At one point I wouldn’t eat over 700 calories a day (please be healthy, don’t obsess over food because it’s not fun and there is sooo much more to life).
46. My fingers are naturally bent, I can’t straighten them at all.
47. I am really bad at using fake tan so if I am ever going out I’ll just wear “tan” tights and a lot of bronzer.
48. Going to choir is possibly my most favourite part of the week, although it’s not on until September now, sigh.
49. I have had a lot of nicknames in the past, but my most favourite is frenchbread.
50. I hate feet.

Okaaaay so if you actually stayed until the end you are a trooper and I love you. That’s it for today, goodbye for now little buns!