Letting my hair down

I went to a party with loads of people I didn’t know (very unusual for me) but it was actually one of the best nights of my life and one I will remember forever. Instead of rambling on about that I thought I would show you my make up and the products I used so you can recreate it (if you like!).
I firstly used benefits porefessional primer which is an absolute God send!
Then I mixed rimmel’s match perfection foundation in ‘light porcelin’ with bourjois’ healthy mix serum in ‘light vanilla’ and stippled that on using the real techniques expert face brush.
I then used collection’s lasting perfection concealer in ‘fair’ underneath my eyes.
To set this I used rimmel’s clear complexion in ‘translucent’.
I lightly contoured using bourjois chocolate bronzer and followed this by highlighting my cupids bow, the centre of my bottom lip, and my cheek bones using benefits high beam.
For blush I used sleek in ‘flushed’ v e r y lightly.
I primed my eyes using nars smudge proof eye shadow base and then put ‘factory’ from the naked 3 palette all over my lid and slightly above the crease. To deepen the crease I used ‘darkhorse’ and blended this out using my UBU fluffy brush. I then ran ‘nooner’ under my eyes and put ‘strange’ on my inner corners and brow bone. I finished my shadow by putting ‘burnout’ in the middle of my eyelid.
I then lined my eyes with maybelline’s lasting drama gel eye liner and a small angled brush and a white eye liner on my water line.
I then curled my lashes and applied benefits they’re real mascara.
For my brows I combed them through and then used benefits brow zings.
To finish I used barry m’s lip paint in 150 et voila!

This is not the best picture of my make up but if you would like to see more let me know! Goodbye for now little buns!


Letting my hair down


Laying my cards on the table

Okay, so, to have a blog I’m guessing you guys need to know about me. Well, first off, I’m 17 and currently stuck in a rut. I went to the doctors suffering from chest pains, shortness of breath, extreme dizziness and fatigue. After looking for all physical causes he said I was suffering from stress and anxiety and I should be “climbing Mount Everest in the morning and striding across the Sahara Desert at noon” and sent me on my way. Since then my anxiety has gotten a lot worse and I believe I am also suffering from depression.

My Mother believes that it is the stress of school that is affecting me and I am due to leave after my last exam on Friday. I have been searching high and low for an apprenticeship and after having a successful interview for one I am just not 100% that it is what I want to do. Although I do love working with children I’m not sure that I am completely ready for this. I am supposed to go in for a half day next week but after getting off the phone I burst into tears, I’ve never been so petrified in all my life. Which then makes me feel that perhaps it is not school that is causing my stress but just life itself.

I have always wanted to sing for a living but my low confidence and self esteem kicked that one out the window and to the bottom of the ocean. Then I wanted to work with make up, I love everything about it and how you can make somebody so happy by just applying make up on their face and enhancing their natural beauty. After watching youtube videos religiously I have always wanted my own channel but I just don’t know where to start. What would I film? Would anyone watch my videos? How to I make my channel different to all the millions of other beauty channels? But I suppose we shall see in the future if I ever jump into the deep end and just go for it.

Many moons ago I did have a youtube channel where I would just sing my little heart out. But after some digs from people at school I removed each video and deleted my channel.

So this is what is going on in my head at the moment, good bye for now little buns ^.^